Tiqah wanted to type London but since she was too malu-malu-miow (shy) with me she accidentally spelt out LIONdon.
Then thanks to her, we had a flashback of a lion who was once with us.
And not forgetting memories we had with our English teacher, Miss Ow.
Money-money-money.

Observations of different laugthers at the same time.

We were just laughing-silently-yet-it-was-so-loud
in front of our screens in that early morning.

Farna wanted to give Orixyah a banana but she was a modern we-know-what.
The 'B' word.
Hahaha.

So I gave her a "banana-split" instead and Orixyah enjoyed it.
Yumyum right.

Psst: click on the pictures to enlarge.
((:

I know I have not been updating this site regularly so I would like to apologise for those who kept coming here but always get their feelings been crushed as if someone you despise already gotten that new designer clothes from your favourite designer store and you know that it suit perfectly well on you and you’re planning to buy it but that person bought it first.

Sometimes in life there are some beautiful things that keep occurring and you really don’t want it to end. But when those beautiful things just doesn’t go the right way as you planned, your left mind (if there’s such a thing) really wants it to stop so you’d want to take a long journey to a place called Nowhere to just leave it all behind and start back and climb a new whole set of stairs in life. But at the same time, your right mind just wants to stay cause you never want to leave that beautiful thing behind as its way too precious to let it go and you just can’t carry on without it happening in your life.

Now, you just step into the club of indecisive people who have two separate minds like you, so don’t feel left out when entering this club. But remember, when you enter this club, it will not help you make the decisions.

Now, I want to natter about that brownish-yucky-coloured-small-horrible-crawling-with-feelers thingy which are very poor, poor-er that human beings and maybe aliens too cause they steal foods whenever they go visiting anyone’s crib. Yes, I’m nattering about those yucky cockroaches which use their feelers to discover what’s around them. I loathe them super much. How they craw so fast like as if they are sliding all around the floor just make my goosebumps appear cause it make me imagine what if they manage to crawl towards me and on me. That’s the reason why I always prefer to be at least few distances away from them if I see their presence.

But what if, I saw them while I was preparing myself to meet my friends crawling pass my room. Yes, that yucky thing did exactly just that. I couldn’t move and I really want to know where it went so that I will not meet eye to feelers with it. There was no one to help me cause everyone has left the house. I was tip-toe-ing when I left my room to check if it was in the living area. I climbed the sofa just to really make sure it wasn’t near the shoes’ rack. I even make noises so that maybe it might disturb and annoys that grossest thing that have ever lived and maybe it can go away perhaps to my next door neighbour cause I’m sure it was looking for food, stealers I told you. I almost called my grandmother who lived just next block about one small road away on the 11th storey but I realised it would trouble my grandmother so that thought quickly cancel itself out. Yes, I’m very extreme in finding what I saw cause I have an evil theory. If any of the insects come crawling in my house, I want them dead *the most evil laugh you could ever hear*, now you know why is it an evil theory.

I have a new member in the black precious stuffs that I have. There’s Blackie my (well, I share this with my sister who was the one wanting it but up till now she can’t remember any chords) guitar, my (but still I’m kind enough to share it with my sister) lappy and now I welcome my new cammy, Nikky to the black stuffs family. I want to go experimenting with it taking beautiful shots. So, I’m planning to go a night photography one night with anyone willing to go with me.

After my aunts and uncles found that I have Nikky, they totally said that they were not wrong that I’m like the most expensive child among my cousins for my mother’s side that is. They said I always get what I want, hey, that’s not 100% right. I have to really wait, like for example a new handphone. I’ve waited for more than a year for it, and still I haven’t got one. But still, I’m patience enough to wait. Patience and endurance is the key I must say and good reasoning will also help, it’s like a plus point. By owning a DSLR, I’m not labelling myself as a photographer. I’m still learning and experimenting with it and its function and stuffs.

6 random things that will eventually
pop-out of my mind while I’m typing this up.
1. It’s been long since I use my diaphragm to play a clarinet, I miss playing clarinet.
2. I’m saving money for the coming module, I know it needs lots of it.
3. I want to eat chocolate pocky, it’s been long since I’ve created snow angles in my mind.
4. I’m missing someone but I don’t know who that someone is (????).
5. I had a weird dream about cutting my hair super short, I hope this dream is just crap cause I prefer having long hair for now till it continues growing to where I want.
6. Go and take a look at my multiply account for pictures on how I spent the past few days/weeks. The link is at the side. ((:

On Wednesday, 3rd June, my clown-arse-joker friend Ilyas turned 18. The word joker popped out of my mind in a flash and it made me miss the funny old days in class. He made stupid lame jokes but we still laughed at them cause in some way, they were kind of logical cum sarcastic kind of way. Talking about sarcasm, I kind of enjoy sarcastic jokes cause they made me think first before I laugh. They aren’t directly to the point or in some other phrase totally the opposite of what is being said. Well, I know sarcasm usually hurt people feelings cause they are actually use for criticizing but isn’t it cool that the particular criticism is made in an amusing and different way. Thus, making it more entertaining.

On Thursday, 4th June, my PPG girlbudd Farhana turned 18. One of the PPG already legal now, the other two need to catch up. Not forgetting my close buddies, especially the December baby horr, *wriggling eyebrows*. One by one, all my mates are turning 18, my turn will be up next in one month time. Will I feel old? Hmm, I wonder...

Talking about birthdays, I’m now currently reminiscing the old times where we (close buddies) celebrated our birthdays together. Having small parties and just enjoying each other’s company on our special day. It might sound very simple, but simplicity is always the best.

I was very elated on my 17th birthday, where my close buddies surprised me with a chocolate cake which I didn’t see it coming. Tiqah and Hanis must have been tired in finding various routes to the canteen without me noticing the cake. I like the last-minute-birthday-card-and-I-don’t-care-even-if-it’s-last-minute-cause-it-was-big-and-the-memories-just-make-it-even-more-special.

Oh my memories, I don’t ever want to lose my precious memories ever, so don’t ever have the thoughts of leaving me. As you can tell that I’m missing the stuffs that used to be around. Probably cause I don’t sense that the stuffs’ presence now here being with me. Being here with me, where we could hold hands and see each other’s teeth, not just knowing that we’ll be there for each other.

One of the days, I had a mini-tiny family gathering and the cousins went wild and hyper till our noises can be heard through the walls of my grandparent’s bedroom to the living room area. We went wild and hyper after watching two ghost movies, Jangan Tegur and an Indonesian movie The Deaf Ghost, so now I’m wondering, is it the side effect of watching them? Or maybe, we are just simply that way every time we meet. The Indonesian movie was hilarious instead of scary. Even my grandparents were laughing.

Situations, from funny to silly to even surprised situations to take note of:
Everyone started to take random things as "props".
My sister, Shidah, acting like one desperate girl,
she was just copying the real music video I guess.
Nadhia (younger), almost fell off the bed.
Too engrossed with the "dancing" I guess.
Ouhh ya, we were on my grandparent's bed so while we were having fun,
in my mind, i kept wishing and hoping that my lappy won't fall
and it didn't. Phew...
Nathasha (white shirt), was actually making actions to replace the words.
And me, I didn't know the lyrics to the song at all.
So, I was trying my bestest.
All in all, we cousins were just having fun.

Note to self:
Look at the time now,
tomorrow there's school not a holiday for me.
Sleeping as soon as I click on 'publish post'.