I think that sleep is really beautiful. It is the one time when people are completely vulnerable and susceptible to anything. They can't defend themselves or run away when they see big scary monsters heading towards them. So when they’re sleeping these big scary monsters could be boogieman running towards them or even an unfriendly looking dinosaur or just plainly big head aliens with tiny little dark-black eyes. In dreams people can’t normally do what they really want to do, thus they can’t really run away from those monsters, they could only let those monsters catch them and it only turns out to be a very bad nightmare. But in our case, the monster is just life. It's not too scary if you look on the brighter side of everything that are going on. But the world doesn't know what the world is. Nobody knows what the world is because the world doesn't even exist and brighter sides of everything are sometimes just hard to find. Since the world doesn’t exist, we are just a bunch of sprinkles on a giant chocolate cake with a layer of green icing called earth. Some of us are red, purple and even yellow sprinkles. The giant earth cake really looks colourful with all the different sprinkles spreading all over it.

I think everyone should hug trees all the time, by that I really do mean every time, everyone should close their eyes and listen to the whispery gossips of the leaves whenever a cooling breeze happen to pass us by and everyone should kiss and hug each other because life is about love. Without love, life is just pointless. Love is all around whether you like it or not and whether you observed it very closely. Everybody does things because they love them and nobody enjoys doing things they hate and hate is generally perceived as negative. But why is negative bad? Who said that positive isn't bad? Okay life is pointless. Life is just too complex to have a point. There is no point to life except to live and to try your best to live everyday without wasting it. It doesn't really matter how you live your life, as long as you don't kill people because then they’ll be dead and it is an offence. That's not fair to both you and the person who’s dead cause you have to go to prison and the person can’t continue to live.

So basically we are all full of shit and the earth does not exist. Nothing exists. We are all just little mind games, just some little dice with spots all over. So sleep upside down and go hug trees even though they have insects all over. Sing the silliest song that you made up in 20 minutes while waiting for you mum at the bus-stop just to break the silence even if you have no vocal lessons. Skip down a country road with a stranger you met while you walk down the street at night and rediscovered the new things that are line up for you to live life happily. Make snow angels in your imaginations cause no one can see them. Flip people off when they cut you while you’re the one queuing up for more than 30 minutes ago. Eat fries and all the cookies that you want whenever you really are craving for it. Fly a billion miles on an airplane just to go to the middle of nowhere and stand on the edge of the highest cliff you can find and look down into what could be the end of you. Question and wonder about everything you've ever been presented with. Be like a vacuum that suck up all that it can no matter what other people might think. Go outside at 4 in the morning and dance in the middle of the street and find that stranger and dance with him/her. Laugh with all the grasshoppers found in the bushes and make lots of imaginary friends that you could find when you’re just feeling a little zany.

Because really, why wouldn't you? Because society says it's stupid? Well society is wrong. Not only is it wrong because it's not right, it's wrong because it's wrong. It’s right because it’s fun and while doing all of that you could smile. If you stand there and look at a house and you think about what it is, it is disgusting. It is just a bunch of earth thrown into a pile so humans can have everything they think they need. You do not need the majority of the contents of your house. You need food and water. But hey, we live on a cake. So that's kinda covered already. We do not need some things in life, we simply want the things to be in our life. We need nothing but something to sustain our bodies on, and people to love with our minds, souls and everything nice deep within us. It doesn't matter which one you choose to use because at the end of the day, it leads you to the same place. Love is a place. It's a hiding place where sometimes only certain people can find you while others can’t. It's where you hide away from all your fears and insecurities and inhibitions and just let everything go. And you leave your brain at the front step of the door. Thoughts are absent in love, because love is the best place in the world and thoughts are not necessary when everything is absolutely perfect to you. Love is flawless when nothing else matter. It wouldn't matter if it wasn't, though, because you wouldn't see the imperfections because your eyes only work when you have a brain to send signals to, and your brain is still at the door remember. Don't go get it, just let it be there. It doesn't matter who you love, you just have to love someone in your life, it doesn’t matter who that someone could be. If you don't love you don't live because when you are in love, you are at the highest point of being. And you realize then that it is okay and everything is completely fine even if it’s not, which is essentially just like heaven.

But maybe love doesn't really exist cause there is no exact explanations about love. Some say love is the sweetest thing you’ll be having while some say love is damn heartbreaking and you’ll be crazy if you are in love because you have to fall for someone and falling is painful and will always lead to bruises and blood. There is nothing worse than life without love, because life is just imperfection after imperfection. The thing is that sometimes the imperfections are beautiful only it’s hard to really notice it. Imperfections make people perfect if you are really observant enough. So imperfections make people love, so maybe all we have to do is live just the way we have been and there we have it. That's just how it's supposed to go I guess, so it would be okay even though it would seem like there are something wrong.

You can't doubt that things aren't going right in life, because everything is always on the path that it should be even if it doesn’t seem right. It doesn’t always seem right because it always seem so wrong. You want it to be like that but instead it end up being like this. You want to do something but instead you need to do something else and if you think you’ll be doing that actually you are supposed to do this instead. It's like we are all in our very own little movie and the aliens in outer space just watching us for entertainment. Real life entertainment that doesn’t have its full stop. I mean, you have to admit, we're pretty funny to watch. We do the most ridiculous things and we say the dumbest words and we think everything is the opposite of what it really is because we don't have any idea what’s going on and what’s going to happen. But that doesn't matter. Because everything is everything. I am you. You’re a unicorn standing at the end of the rainbow protecting the pot of gold. The pot of gold is a fat giant goldfish. The fat giant goldfish is a garage door. The garage door is an ice hotel in Antarctica that nobody knows about except the mad scientists who apparently live there. The ice hotel is actually a rabbit. The rabbit is actually a digital clock. This digital clock is Zachary Alexander David Efron and Zachary Alexander David Efron doesn't literally exist. Real life doesn't exist. This is all just nothing, and we are all just little pieces of mass floating around in a giant sea of nothingness. Except for THIS is something. It is something so big and so important, and so very epic that nobody even gets it because we're not supposed to. We just meant to live life and just do it, questions can be asked but no matter what you have to do it and remember love is everywhere and it should be share among all. After-all, love is a special place where you can let go of everything.

Siti Noorashikin’s mind is tired right now after all the non-stop thinking of randomness that strikes her thoughts like the grandfather clock dinging every hour. Now, she feels like hugging the tress and her sister who is watching HSM3 on dvd. Look at the time, both her sister and her, are having an insomnia attack, I guess. Siti Noorashikin also feels like finding a stranger to go to the park near her house and just count the available stars that are on the sky. Maybe she could even say “Hello” to the alien watching her life up above.