Becoming like Batman, Superman and even Hannah Montana must be very tough. Having double identities which one of it is a secret that nobody knows and nobody can ever find out. That secret that you’re hiding is really the biggest secret ever that you kept within you. Keeping this kind of secret is really hard and every time in life, you just wish you could reveal this secret you’re having. You just want to reveal this secret cause you’re just damn tired of keeping it any longer. You want to reveal and share this secret cause maybe by sharing, it will make you feel better. But you just can’t seem to share it with anyone cause eventually, if your biggest secret is being told, it will wreck your entire life. So you have to force yourself to stick with the plan, not to let anyone know about it and just continue having double identities.

Having two identities, you have to be yourself in front of your own life and then you have to become someone else in front of people. Having to juggle your inner real self and to pretend to be someone else, must really be a bummer. To pretend and to lie, is it the same thing or is it totally different or is it a little bit the same? If to pretend and to lie have the same meanings, this means that those people who have double identities are really bad cause they’re trying to be someone they’re really not. So double identities catchers, arrest those people. But if they have different meanings, to pretend is much more to the good side, I guess. So just let them continue pretending, cause it’s their life, let them have all the legal rights for them to run their own life. We’ll just hope that all their pretending acts don’t hurt anyone both physically and emotionally.

Actually, this post has nothing to do with neither Batman, Superman nor Hannah Montana, they’re just being used as examples to show what double identities means. Talking about double identities, should I have it for myself? And if I already had it, should I tell anyone about it? Or should I just let pretending be part of my life and continue to keep it as a secret? Oh well, Siti Noorashikin had found out that double identities is so not part of the must-have-lists for life cause it really sucks big time. But if she had to have one, then she'll just bare with it like how she's holding the pain of playing the guitar to learn a random song for one whole hour and maybe even more than that.

Talking about guitars, how can I keep it away from dust cause every time I pick it up to play, I'll have to wipe it all over. I'm wiping it with a piece of tissue paper but I'm scared it's going to leave some marks on it instead cause it's black, so totally marks seen-able. Is it the right way to take care of this "delicate" instument? Hmm, Siti Noorashikin wonders...